This summer, I created an evaluative report for B8 of Hope, analyzing the relationship between the organization and each of their 16 grantees. I had the opportunity to interview Israeli and Palestinian organizations within B8 of Hope’s network to assess their communication skills, fundraising abilities, media provisions, and networking successes. B8 of Hope employs a participatory approach to conflict resolution and peacebuilding, aiming to support each grantee’s organizational goals primarily through increased networking opportunities and broadened funding options. This evaluative report provided insight into their successes and failures by considering each grantee’s experience within the network, allowing B8 of Hope to readjust their strategies to effectively support peacebuilding initiatives on the ground.

I was eager to interview each grantee to understand their perspectives on local conflict and their unique approaches to conflict resolution. Studying political science has given me a sense of inquisitiveness that certainly improved my interview skills. Interestingly, my usual political firmness took a back seat this summer. The organization I worked with maintained a neutral stance on conflict and supported local actors across the political spectrum. I struggled to understand how a fundraising organization could remain apolitical. Without delving too deeply, I found myself questioning why B8 of Hope never got involved in larger political disputes within the region. However, I eventually grew to appreciate B8 of Hope’s commitment to conflict resolution, regardless of a grantee's political leanings.

I also struggled to balance the everyday demands of an exceedingly draining summer. The panic surrounding the pandemic, combined with the rise and heightened visibility of racial violence in the U.S., took a toll on my emotional health and well-being. I was inspired by the local actors I met through Zoom interviews—each of whom persisted in the face of state violence for the betterment of their community. One local Palestinian activist ended our interview by telling me to never give up the fight for what is right, which sustained my efforts throughout the summer.

Overall, I’ve realized that my passion might be too intense for bureaucratic and institutional work. My mother always tells me, “Every person has a function.” She would explain that some of us are born to be carpenters or artists, while others are meant to bake or teach. This is no different when it comes to social change: everyone has a role to play. I’m grateful for the opportunity to experience the fundraising component of NGOs. I expanded my people-to-people networking skills, gained insight into budget allocation, and learned about event planning and funding strategies. While these skills are undoubtedly valuable, I often wished to be elsewhere, among the many grassroots organizations, actively involved in direct local action—marching, building, and singing with others.